I am still trying to find who I am, I think. The face that I see when I look into the mirror is not mine. At least I don't think it is. For some reason, my name, my face, doesn't seem to be me. Any outward appearance that I have I reject as myself. I'm still trying to figure myself out. Maybe that is one of life's mysteries: finding yourself is one of the hardest things one must do.
~another musing of the ill-informed~
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
People being weird
They just won't stay predictable! But I probably just don't know them well enough. The weirdness this time stems from people going from one "significant other" to the next. I've heard many a rational for this, the most potent being "gaining experience." Better known to me as getting used to heartbreak. I really don't have any real cure for this. I guess the best thing to do is do something that takes your mind off things. For me that could be reading, making music, doing something else that is hopefully distracting. Might be painting for some.
I was just reading Ender's Shadow today and I was just thinking about stuff and then I got really pumped. The source of the pumping was that I think/know that I can get out there and do something good, something awesome RIGHT NOW! I don't need to wait, but society has constructed these limitations that bind stronger than anything and I DON'T NEED THEM. I AM FINE! And now I will stop with all the capital letters. really. but i just got this overpowering feeling that i have been wronged by the people who know less and think they are doing it for my good. it's just ridiculous to me.
~another musing of the ill-informed~
I was just reading Ender's Shadow today and I was just thinking about stuff and then I got really pumped. The source of the pumping was that I think/know that I can get out there and do something good, something awesome RIGHT NOW! I don't need to wait, but society has constructed these limitations that bind stronger than anything and I DON'T NEED THEM. I AM FINE! And now I will stop with all the capital letters. really. but i just got this overpowering feeling that i have been wronged by the people who know less and think they are doing it for my good. it's just ridiculous to me.
~another musing of the ill-informed~
Monday, August 22, 2011
Funner Books
Read this book about being broke. It was pretty funny. This girl is going to college and she has no money, hardly a job, and her life sucks. Well, that's pretty much it. Life Sucks. I don't really mind too too much about money. Usually I don't really have enough time. Time sucks. Time is directly related to life. And yet we're still here, so I have to live it.
~another musing of the ill-informed~
~another musing of the ill-informed~
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